Thursday, January 21, 2010

A good vent! (an interesting event lead to this vent..cps was a while ago though)

Hello all. I was going to come on here and rant and vent. But I am not sure where it would have gotten me. I have let my anger get the best of me. When i found out that cps was called on my house. I got livid and could on see fire. Like how and why could someone do such a thing to me. I love my children and try to give them the best. I took my anger out on some people that maybe I should not have and took any comment they made whether it was towards me or not offensive just so i could be angry and try to hurt them like i was hurting. In some aspects though I have to say you can only put up with some people bitchiness and attitudes for so long. And you try going in that office 2x's a month or more and deal with a bitchy staff. I might have been the cause for that bitchiness. But really if you can't hack it. Give it a rest. I can not help that you can't see kenadie's symptoms all the time and that it is not a prevelant thing at all moments and that she does not have a stamped diagnosis such as syndrome or whatever. But what I can say is that yes person x you did make a comment one day when i was on the phone with my mom. Maybe i misinterpreted it but i know one thing. I cant stand Joker faces! And I just found out there is a couple that I have been dealing with for a while. That is sad.. just plain sad. Hey if you are going to have a position on a certain important issue dont go to person x and be all down and then go to me and be chimey.. just not fucking right. Also.. let me be the first to tell you. I HAVE A POTTY MOUTH! Yes I know. Not a good thing for you to do and not a good thing for children to hear. But if i am typing it i am not saying it. So Yes I cuss like a sailor and if it offends any.. well sorry.