hello all. i have been quite the busy woman. so i feel like its time to address my personal life. give you a little insight to why i have been missing in action.
over 3 years ago i realized that my marriage was in trouble. we married as best friends/lovers when i was 18. we have been through so much. me not being able to achieve my dream of a military career due to a huge injury to my leg while in the army. then infertility. then miscarriage..a number of things. the toll finally took on it. the day i said i do we made a pact that if either of us were unhappy we tell each other and leave it before we got to anger and dispise. so we did. i would keep my promise. after lots of counseling individual and marital i made the decision that was best for me and us. i felt the resentment building. i never wanted to lose my best friend.
we remained roommates and vowed to keep our lives to appear as normal as we can for our children. i always preached to the kids to live every day like its their lasy. be happy with who you are. who am i if i can't do that myself. so finally.
i decided i was ready to date after being separated and divorced. i dated a few. but as a person who has two special needs kids i was not looking for anything afterall who would commit to that. so anywho. i met this guy named russ. he was a friends friend. we started hanging out. we had no intention on dating or anything. one thing has led to another and he treats me like a queen. he respects my childrens father. knows we are great friends. he knows i dont need him to be my kids father they have one and a good one at that. we have a serious relationship. he n i will become one soon. i know people disagree with this and thats ok. you will have your opinon and i have mine and i am doing what is best for me and my family and thats all that matters if you would like to support us that's great.
any questions please dont hesistate to ask. i am planning on blogging about my family more often now that we are more settled in our roles.
