Monday, July 12, 2010

My heart gets torn out again!

Here we go. So I got a call from the PA today. She said mam I was calling to let you know that K biopsy came back normal. My heart just felt like someone took it out. Again left with no damn answers! ugh. Why I can't understand why we can't get something so basic to just show! You can't tell me why my child's head is burning up but not the rest of her body?! You can't tell me why her heart rate plummets?! Wth! I just dont understand at all. Why can't kenadie get a diagnosis. She deserves one! She has been vomitting for almost 1.5 wks now. And they can't tell me why. she passes out and they can't tell me why. I know sometimes we have to wait for some doc to die and then it will come to light. Well kick the can or give my answer before he kicks the can. How would you feel if you had to live wondering if the next episode is what might put her a vegetable or what might put her in a coffin. Yeah not pretty!Then someone says hey you might want to up your depressant so you can handle it better.

2 comments:

Tasha said...

Oh no, someone did NOT say that to you! Let me at 'em!

You know I get it. At least as well as any outsider can. I have yet to understand why the most advanced civilization on the planet still has so many questions left unanswered in the medical field. You and me both. :(

hancock_alisha said...

tasha
you keep me sane dear. i know we are in this together. thanks for understanding.
and yes some nipwit said that and stated it again! i about knocked their heads off!