A new year and a recap

Since my last post 6.5 months ago. Again if you still read anything on here i am so sorry for the lack of updates. Life has been ever changing in this house. I passed my boards, got a job, made some difficult family decisions. Kenadie was diagnosed with a primary immuno disease in august i do believe. She had her port put in october 15th. That was a long drawn out ordeal alone. She has been to the hossy a few times since but did well. Then she thought ringing in the new year in the hospital would be good. ugh. She spiked a fever on thursday before genesis birthday part then was severely sick. Took her to the pedi n he did cultures. He said wait and see how the weekend went. So she got worse we took her in 1/1/12. They diagnosed her with salmonella during her stay. I can't tell you how at a loss i felt. She has so much going on this is one thing she did not need. I felt like i didn't protect my child like i am supposed to. How i am supposed to check her food at all times i don't know but as a mom i just felt that way. They drew some lab work to send off to a special lab where only one in the u.s. does this lab. I am praying and hoping for answers. I am going to definitely try to update my blog more often. It wont be all centered on kenadie. It might be about me or whatever just our lives in general. I again give a forewarning my mouth is in need of a cleansing. So please know your forewarned. lol.