Okay so today is thursday and tonight is our christmas memorial for the PRIDE support group that we go to. So far it is such a blessing to go to. We can actually talk about our child being our child and not just a mc pregnancy. KWIM? well yah. i know tonight will be all sorts of emotional but i really need to go.
Then i am wondering why i subject myself to this crap.. I seen one of the girls post on the boards that is due when i was. It was annoucing the gender of their baby. My heart just crushed bc i know i was supposed to be finding out. I just want to go hide in a hole when this stuff happens. I just wanted that baby so badly. I know i will hopefully get another chance.
I am so ready to be over this depression stuff. I hate being tired all the time and not really wanting to do anything or be motivated about anything.
i just have one question for God: WHY GIVE IT TO ME WHEN YOU TOOK IT RIGHT AWAY?
Alisha
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