Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Need some prayers!

Hi all. I am asking whoever reads this for tons of ppt. I found out New Year's Eve that i am pg again. I found out on 8dpo. Well I called the doc today and my beta at 10 dpo is 19. Scares the living crap out of me. That is really low. I am so scared of everything. Chemical pregnancy or miscarriage. I should have just went with my gut feeling and waited until my annual exam on the 9th to tell them i was pg. Why oh why do i not listen to myself. So now i am going to sit here and worry like crap. Well i am really not going to try but you know how it goes. I have no control over this so i am going to just try and relax. But that is easier said than done. I really want a baby. I want to be able to hold a baby in 9mths. There are so many feelings i have right now. I am just so freaking nervous. ERH! Anywho. Thanks so much.
alisha

1 comment:

Kerri said...

YAY congrats. Sending you tons of sticky vibes and calming vibes. Are they going to do anymore labs for you or jsut wiat til your appt next week?