Today was one of the hardest challenges I think I have faced. Going thru the ohs with just my mom. Granted I could call whoever I wanted n talk its not the same. I had to prep myself for the good, badn the ugly. I actually had the thought what if she passes away? What if something happens? My brain was not to kind in the world of me. Heart surgery sucks. I wish we didn't have to put her through this but we did. This was our one shot at a quality of life for her. Not quantity people. This is not a cure n today I had to face that too. I pray his has a good plan for her. I hope the good lord uses her in great ways.
My letter to my daughter. Kenadie. I want you to know I love you with every beat of my soul. You have such fight and will. I hope you can show others just what a champ and inspiration you are. I love you more than life. I am so scared every time you go back in that or it will be the last time I see you. It kills me to watch you struggle. Know I love you and would do anything just to keep you happy n healthy.
Love
Your mom.
this post was done on the night of her surgery.. i have no idea why it says tonight.
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