2 months or less

I will be holding my newest addition in 2 months or less. I keep having dreams that I give birth to this tiny tiny baby. She only weighs about 3.8lbs. In my dream i can see the scale. I am hoping for a 5lb baby at least. :) I just hope that this dream was due to my doc talking to me about my measurements. But i have had it several times even before he said something so i am going to ask for a fetal growth u/s just to put my nerves at ease. I mean all he can say is no. But i am known to usually get my way with the u/s. ;) So 2mths from today (or less) she will be here with us. I have so much to do. We are going to work on some of the stuff this weekend and rearrange rooms and work with my 2yro on sleeping in a big girl bed so she does not think the baby is going to be taking her bed. I also have a ton of school work to get done so i can pass my classes. I dont know what i was thinking by taking a full load this semester.But i can do it right?! lol. 2 weeks from this saturday is my baby shower and then i will go and get the going home outfit. I also found the bedding that i would like. Dh likes this bedding also. So that is awesome! Anywho i had to let everyone know that i am so happy that i have less than 2mths of being pregnant!
This morning was a rough one and i told aaron we are trying to get this girl out after the mark where they wont stop labor. He totally agreed. So lots of pineapple, adult activities, epo, and rasberry leaf tea. :)

Still here and still pregnant! :)

Hello all. I am still here and still pregnant. I am still hanging out at 2cm dilated and definitely open at top and bottom now which is what he thought last week. We are thinning more but not a dying concern of his right now. I have to go back next week and have another FFN done. He said he would not be surprised if it did pop up + bc how consistent my contractions are getting and staying at times. She is measuring behind by 1.5wks but he said that could be the way she was laying and that if he she is still measuring behind then we will do an u/s just to make sure her little home in there is treating her nicely. :) Today i feel like her tore my cervix up. I know he was gentle but my gosh it hurts. All i am asking her to do is wait until after the 27th of september. Remember gotta be pregnant for my baby shower. lol. Doc pushed back my induction day to the 11th of November due to a meeting he has to attend to. (what crap!) but he said alisha i am just booking it just to give you peace of mind. He said frankly i can't see you making it past the first week of November. I so want to go in labor on election day. I just think it would be funny! lol. Or while i am tot'ing with my kids. Now that would be hilarious! I have so much to get done between now and next month. Tons of cleaning and rearranging and school. Next week is the fair. Don't fret i will have my handy wheelchair to cart me around. :) Anywho. I will update after my full appt on Monday at 315pm cst.

Headed to the OB's

well i thought i would let everyone know while i am waiting for my mom to pick me up that i am headed to the ob's office. contrx every 3-5mins and we attempted pills but they are not working so he is thinking he will just have to give me a shot. I am praying that is all. Frankly i am so sick of this. Done, tired, and ready to throw my towel in. I dont know that i can take 8 more weeks of this or 60 days of this crap. Anyways if you dont hear anything we are okay. If anything crazy happens dh will update the blog.

My uterus and i are fighting again!

Hello all. Well here i sit praying my lovely meds will kick in. I am having contrx every 1.5 mins lasting 30secs. I am seriously tired of this crap. I refuse to go to L&D. They will just say eh it is what it is. I can wait till my ob opens tomorrow for a cervical check. I do believe i lost the last part of my mucus plug today or whatever regenerated. Sorry for the rant but come on seriously is 11.5wks of this crap enough? Can we get some peace and silence going on for a say 3.5 - 4 wks please? Well i am headed off to take some benedryl and lay on the left side and doc just called back and wants me to pop yet another pill and see what happens.
Dang uterus just be quiet for a while. ugh.

3D u/s was a bust again! :(

Hello all. So we went to our 3D u/s yesterday and again the lil lady was not a cooperative person. I am beginning to think this is how she is going to be when she comes out too. The lil lady would not even give us a descent shot of anything. So here is one of her arm. Pretty defined one if you ask me for a 2D but that is about it. We are going to try again on the 27th God willing she is not in the world by then. (Better not be! lol)

29 wk update

Hello all. So sorry for the delay in updating. I had my ob appt on the 2nd of sept. It went okay. Weight sucked. But whatever. I am so over that now. I dont even look at the scale now. lol. Bp was great, hb was wonderful, and she loved kicking the nurse. So doc comes in and says alisha can we really not make 2 weeks without an event going on? Yeah sorry buddy you know that is just one of the things i strive for to make our lives more complicated! Right on! lol. He did my FFN and it came back with a 5% chance of delivering in two weeks. I will take that! Thanks for my 2wk pass and getting me to 31wks. :) Then he checks my cervix and says OH you need to sit up we need to have a talk. Um whatever happen to happy cheery dude? lol. Well anyways i am 2cm, 25% effaced. I have lost my mucus plug which i thought i did. He said again that it can regenerate so not to douche (yeah like i do it everyday! jk), use tampons, have sex, or use any deodarant soaps around that area. So yeah. We mentioned our induction date and he just laughed and said hun we will make sure you are scheduled for the 7th but i can't see you making it till then. But we are going to prove him wrong. I need to wait until November 1st at least. I want to take my girls tot'ing! :) I already got their halloween costumes and everything. :) He said by chance you do make it to 38wks he would probably be begging me to have an induction. lol. So that is the jist of it. I go back on the 15th of sept. I have my 3D scan this saturday. I am so hyped for that. I just hope she performs for me.

A little frustrated (warning there is a rant post here! lol)

Hello all. Well we still have a baby in here. Which is great news. Contrx on and off but what is new. The one thing that is new everytime i move from sitting to standing i feel like i am leaking a bit. I am praying that is my crazy brain. Also i had to make a grocery store trip real quick and since then it feels as though she is going to fall out and my cervix is ripping open. Last night was a whirl wind. Contrx every 2 mins for a bit got them shut up. Then i thought i would go see my cousin since he just came back from his boot camp for the marines. On the drive my uterus decides she wants to make herself known too. I DONT THINK SO! lol. So after our night i get home and find that i am BLEEDING AGAIN! ERH! This time it was not from some crazy nurse who was murdering my cervix either. I dont know what started this deal. Before anyone mentions NO SEX OR STIMULATION WAS DONE! Lord bless the on call nurses bc i know they dont know that everyone and their mom asks me that but last night i almost bit her head off. lol. Hmm maybe my uterus would shut up if she did have some action! lol . jk! So that is that. I have an appt tomorrow at 320pm so we will know what is going on downstairs.
Ah btw baby girl says hello. She is kicking up a storm. :)
WARNING MY RANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Okay for my rant. So i talk to my mom today and she says oh have you talked to A (cousin on my dad's side of the family that is pregnant with her surprise bundle that she does not want. ah you prob remember that rant sometime ago. lol) I was like no what is her deal. So she called to ask if i would be there at the birth. Umm NO! I can't drive to Yukon much less to Tulsa without contrx! I mean at least there i had tons of family that could have hopped in my car and drove crazy rat speed and got me to the hossy. :) So my mom told her no and that she was sorry and she got MAD! She was like why not? Does she not know this is my special day and i want her there? So my mom trys explaining the severity of the situation (shots, two different pills, modified bedrest, and frequent trips to l&d and docs) She still says is she mad at me and blah and blah. Then she asks if i coming for her shower. Okay i wish i could but i can't! Personally i don't think i want to really. I have alot of emotional issues that i deal with with my losses and she just happens to be due around the time of my second loss and plus why would i want to go up there and be with someone who lets you know all the time how easy it is to get pregnant when you forget the condom and how she does not want this baby. PULEASE! I would probably strangle her! We did tell her we would come up after her baby is born and bring our gifts and what not to her. I might even send a care package. Just to show i am really not that careless and heartless. Plus she is back with the same man she was with when she had her first dd. He is the one that was so rude and belligerent when i drove up there to be with her when she was giving birth to her bc her man said that this was a bastard that was being born and he was not the father. Yeah he told the nurses to escort me and my mom out. Eh whatever. My nephew was born that night too so i got to be with him. :) But really i just don't think she understands this situation. So now she is upset about it all. I mean what can i do? I am NOT going up there and then go in labor up there that is for sure!