Today is 6 mths since i lost my angel. I am having such a hard time with this. I think it is harder bc i am fighting so hard to make sure this bean stays in. I worry with every twinge and cramp. It just freaking sucks. I am ready to see a hb then i can breathe a little bit and try and get some rest. Right now i am sleeping about 4.5hrs a night. I know not enough but insomnia sucks.
I got a call from the RE and he says he wants to see me on wednesday to do an u/s and stuff. i am so freaking nervous. i am praying we see a nice healthy baby and a hb. I know it is early but he definitely knows what he is doing. I also have my last blood draw on monday and i am praying for some really good numbers. I am so ready to hear some good news with this process.
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Hey, this is Natalie (karmapearl) from TTCAM.. I just wanted to pop in and say I'm thinking about you! I hope all goes well with your bloo draw!
I am praying for you and your little one! Lots of hugs!
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