A crappy weekend with a cranky organ.

(Copied from my pal board post)
Hey ladies. I am here. Sorry i did not get back on yesterday to update. My laptop is on the fritz so i had to wait until i could have more vertical time. So anywho.. I called back yesterday again when the meds wore off and we had more problems and his partner which i hate is like oh you are a btdt mom dont worry about it you are going to feel contrx. Yeah you nimrod i will but not every 5mins. So i told dh nothing but laying down and propping the hips up so we can convince her to get off of the pelvic bone/cervix. I did tell dh last night that if it got worse my butt would go to the hossy no doubt about it. So the evening went on and we were pretty good as long as i did not move my body. Then last night about 230am i start getting slammed with them about every 2-3mins the kind that have you praying for the anth. (Btw those contrx made me realize that I DO want my epi... lol) So took another 3 pills and just prayed for 35mins that the pain would leave soon and very soon. I also got up to go potty and noticed spot decided to return. Since it was not blood red i decided to lay there in bed. Dh was really good in rubbing my back and keeping me calm. I broke down last night and just cried telling him i did not want to have a 2lb baby. He was so good at keeping me in check and told me that if it happens we will deal with it but it probably would not happen. Anywho so that is our mini update.
I just got a call on the phone with the nurse while typing this. I am going to the doc today at 130pm to do another ffn and to check the cervix make sure she is doing a good job on staying closed to only a 1cm. We are going to discuss the steriods today as he says they are looking like i am going to need them. He did say on the phone if there is change we are headed to stay in the hossy. Please let there not be change!