Thursday, October 9, 2008

Spotting again today and just rambles

Hello all.. Well i am having some spotting today. Very light and not bright red so i am not concerned. Just means we might be having some progress going on down there. Only 13 days to go and i will be happy if she comes. :) She is laying sideways right now.. So if she has any plans on coming in the near future she needs to turn her butt back to being head down. I DO NOT want a C-section at all! I am petrified of having one. I dont know why but i just am. I have had 8 surgeries done so you would think i would be okay with the idea. But something just freaks me out about being awake and having them cutting on me. My doc told me my chances of having one are 3-5%. He has already reassured me that if i have to have one he will triple check to make sure i am numb and what not. If i do have to have one then while the shop is open then he will do my tubal then. Speaking of that. I am scared of having that done too. I am 100% sure i am finished having biological children. So it is not that. Just being awake for the procedure and then the pain afterwards. That really sucks.
Only 29 more days left until my last day of work. I am taking off of work on November 7th. My induction is scheduled for the 11th if i am still pregnant that long. God bless i am hoping i am not. I want to have her on the 1st of November. Although one of the docs i work for says to have her on the 20th of october or 8th of november.

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