Sit tight for a long post! Plus ms K is 6 mos today!

Good morning. So i am in a blogging mood today. So much on my brain. Hmm where to start. I will update about our weekend first.

So Friday I finally went to the doctor for myself. She thinks I could be diabetic. Eh whatever. But i will keep an eye on it. I had a sinus infection and she raised my zoloft up. Gotta keep this momma sane! lol. Then friday evening the girls did not want to come home with me. They wanted to stay at granddad's. Okay fine. So he let them. Aaron and I went and picked some things up from the store with ms k. It is such a difference when you only have one child. lol. Then saturday morning aaron and I went to breakfast with ms K. Went home and took a nap. After that one of the residents i work for asked to keep kenadie for a bit. So we went to dr. r's house. She had a good time. She was there for 2.5hrs. I had a panic attack and had to pick her up. Baby steps i will have to take. After that i went to pick up the other two kids and drop them off at home. I went to see my dad. And that is where my life goes back to hellish!
I walked in his room and notice he is laboring really hard to breathe. I ask my mom how long it has been like this she says for a while and that she could not get anyone to come in. So i go get the nurse. His pulse ox is 66! WTH! Then the resp girl and I got into it. She thought he was fine! Maybe a bit stressed. Umm what. His pulse ox is supposed to be 96! So i told her i want something done and NOW! I demanded the supervisor and finally got things on the road. They did an EKG and that showed bumpy waves, then their was NO breath sound around his left lung, and his CO2 sats were horrible! I could beat me some nurses! What crap! So they rush my dad downstairs (ICU) due to him being on max O2 flow. While that is going on my mom starts spitting up big blood clots. So i rush her to the ER downstairs. They tell us have a seat and dont even do her bp. I call 911 they wont do anything because she is on hospital property which is crap! A gun shot victim was brought in by his "homies" bc he was shot in the leg. And i am sorry.. but the terd can sit in pain. He was dumb enough to go get himself shot. And yep i heard how he got shot straight from his "homies" mouth. *shakes head* Anywho they told us that they were too busy. Then went on divert. So we got to St. Anthony's and they were of course busy. No nothing can be damn easy. We got there about 8pm and did not getback to a room till about 245am. My mom was in alot of pain. But of course was like first come first serve. I am sorry but a woman spitting up blood clots and dizzy is a little more acute than a kiddo that hurt his eyeball. Call me cold or whatever. Anywho.. her sinuses are full of blood right now due to how her face is fractured. So i finally got home around 9am sunday morning. Only about 2hrs wink of sleep yesterday and then told aaron i was going to bed early! That plan would have been great had ms k behaved her little self. She is just having issues with her belly. Poor girl just arches back and screams. I usually vent her tube and put some tummy meds in there and she is all better. Then a lovely family member of mine called. Lets call this person.. C. C called to say alisha i am so tired of my child only wanting to eat mac and cheese and chicken nuggetts.. umm i am sorry. I would love for kenadie to be able to eat all her meals by mouth. Sorry not much sympathy coming from me. Then C says how are the girls doing with the wreck. I tell her that genesis thinks every brown man is going to hit her. C says just tell her to get over it and to get in the car. What excuse me? Then proceeds to say if you are going to die or whatever then that is the way God has it. Umm excuse me?! What?! Come again?! I thought icould not hear the most insensitive crap in my life. So like one advised me.. I pay for Caller ID for a reason and use it! lol. Some people get to me. Then when she was asking about kenadie she says well she weighs more than so and so and just think she is alive and not mentally retarded. Come on.. I have been through hell and I really dont want to hear this crap. Yes she is alive and yes she is not retarded. But they are still issues to us that is hard to deal with. I am finding it is easier for someone to say stupid stuff when they have not been through it. So I found myself crying my little heart out after that phone call.
So today has been a typical monday of sorts. Satin oh i mean co-worker.. is being herself. But I am not letting it ruin today. Kenadie is 6mo old! I am so proud of my heart diva! 4 mo ago i would have not thought that my cv-icu baby would be 6mo old! Go ms K!