So much for that medical break! edited at the bottom due to ms k's recent activity

So i have had this attitude where i dont want to talk about it, think about it, and do anything about her medical issues. This morning at 652 am Cleveland Clinic calls me and says good morning Ms. diva's mom. After reviewing her records our vascular medicine docs would really like to lay eyes on the diva. Hmm now before my experience in temporary hell i would have jumped at the chance. But I told them that I would like them to speak to my pediatrician before I go anywhere and take any time off. She totally understands. However the chairman proceeded to let me know it could be a serious issue that might need to be dealt with. Hmm people like i dont know that. But i am not traveling all the way to Ohio for them to say eh she is fine and go back home. kwim. So i want my pedi to talk with them so we can be on the same page. It is a bit financially straining to be traveling the united states for care. I wish shriners could help but that has been ruled out for now until we go see the orhtopedic doc for her foot that turns horribly to the left.
Today i feeling a bit on the emotional side. I can not stop bleeding to save ones soul. Again please vote for Alisha to be the president of Always company. It has been 5mths and some change now. I am very exhausted. I think i have a virus or allergies of some sort and i am just run down. I am going to the doctor for myself tomorrow and i will have him do blood draws.

ETA: My mom just called and said that ms K is having a tough time this morning. She said she is a bit rattly in the chest, very nasly, and her eye keeps matting. ERH! So we go to the doc today at 1130am. Lord can you keep this baby healthy for a bit for me!