So the final word on the echo and my feelers are really hurt. another echo update.

So 3 days later and we have an idea on the echo.. So fasinating! Anywho... My diva does not like to have the same results two times in a row.. I mean that would not be her! So last time our mitro valve was regurging not too bad and doing well.. Well what do you know. The regurging is a bit worse than they would like to see it at 6mos old. But we are still going to manage growth and work on our vascular till she is over 1yro. Then we are going to talk about fixing it. I am just so over this business. One moment the pressures are great and beautiful the next well mom it is a bit off. Thanks.. love it. (sarcasim) Btw we are going forth with tummy surgery and then a quick trip to dallas after we recover so they can do THEIR echo. Love it when her docs get possessive.
So i have to have a rant. I went to school yesterday to see if i could get a reprieve on my grades.. and the counselor who assisted me.. not the normal one i work with. Said just tell them in your reprieve that you were not stupid just easily distracted. EXCUSE ME?! COME AGAIN?! I explained to her that i have been living in and out of doc offices and hospitals I dont think I was distracted easily. She says well mam school should be a priority if you are going to attend. Um right.. I had to tell myself to calmly walk the hell away or I would be going to jail. This lady really needs a new line of work. I felt like a failure like I just dropped the ball on it all. I am about to graduate and had to put it off for a semester for a GOOD DAMN reason. My daughter! But I still let it get to me last night. I felt like a piece of dunk. Like i should have managed better or something.

update: i got some bad news from her echo other than what we know. i am upset right now and dont want to talk about it. when i can catch my composure i will come on and enlighten folks. please understand i am just really upset.