Just some Friday ramblings.

So today is friday.. which is great! But today i am a bit edgy. I am personally just done with being pregnant. Having contractions every 5 mins for hours and hours is just not fun. Having one while i type. Btw also the next person who gets on to me for saying i am done.. i think i will just have to hurt! lol. I was asked today if i am ready i answer yes. Then i got well you are not near done with this yet. You should not wish to have a preemie baby. Okay folks if she were born now she would be well over 3lbs.. Not like i am asking for a micro preemie here. Plus i know full and well that it is not time for her to be born yet. That we need at least a couple more weeks then she can come. I am just in pain all the time.

I hit my husband in the shoulder last night at 250am bc i could not sleep and just dying in pain crying. I had had it. I was like put me out of my misery. I dont think i have ever been at a rock bottom mentally with the pain aspect. I am so exhausted from not being able to sleep due to the pain also.

Please know i am very very grateful to be pregnant and get this opportunity but i also am in tons of pain everyday now. Sometimes in so much pain i pray for an anth. doc! lol.

So after all that.. i have an exam tonight in school, work on sorting some clothes, u/s tomorrow at 1030am, baby shower at 2pm, and football game at 6pm. Dont fret i am not going to the game. Lord knows that is when my water would break! lol. I will be watching it in the comforts of my own home. I also have homework that i have to do saturday night and have a HUGE exam monday.

Here is my most rescent belly pic. NO LAUGHING FOLKS! It was taken this Wednesday. I feel huge! Well every part of me feels huge but yeah.

I am seriously hoping this girl comes sometime in the near future.. Like after the 11th.