So... i have a few moments on my hands. We have a room now at Dallas CHO. They are waiting on mediflight due to the fog here in oklahoma they can not fly in. All flights at the airport have been delayed due to it also.
We are so boggled right now with all this. There was alot that went down yesterday. The surgeon let us know that he was going on vacay and that is one reason why he did not want to operate on Kenadie. Frankly i think that is so unprofessional. Not cool. That is all i have to say. He made me so angry that i can not see straight. There is more but if i went into i would have to smack the man. One thing was that he said i was "pushing" the surgery and not trying my best on her weight gain. So i am glad i know he is a terd so he does not work on my child.
I feel so lost as far as the holidays go. I am going to miss my daughter opening her gifts on christmas. The first christmas where she can tell me what she wants and "santa" made sure that he got what she wanted.
I know people have bigger issues and problems.. But why i really dont get this. After 2 losses i just want my baby at home with my family and enjoy my holidays with them. I keep telling myself that God has a reason and that he has a plan for Kenadie.
Well it is looking like we are going to go tomorrow. The fog is not going to go away until tomorrow morning. So another night here.
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The fog here in Dallas is pretty nasty too but supposedly we're getting a break tomorrow. We'll see...
You and Kenadie will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow (just sent up a quick one for you now). {{HUGS}}
Alisha,
My heart just breaks thinking of how hard all of this must be on so many levels for you and your family. I am saying many prayers for you and Kenadie. For calm and weight gain and tons of patience. Many hugs.
Oh honey I know it all does not make any sense or seem at all fair. You have been through so much to have Kenadie and now you are going through all of this too.
You and Kenadie are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. My God watch over both of you and give her the strength she needs for all of this!
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