The wicked witch is here!

hello all. the wicked witch is here! i cant believe she visited me! we gave it a descent shot but i knew in the back of my mind that it might now happen! I just have this huge void in my heart. I want to hold another baby in my arms. I want that bond that i got to have with my two other girls. but yeah. i was just heart broken when the stupid witch showed. The only thing good that came out of it is we have somewhere to work from.