Meet my chickpea. Chickpea is 8wk 2days and is due to come and meet everyone on November 23rd. But doc says about November 1-9th. Due to my medical issues. This is chickpea's u/s on monday. We got to see chickpea move! The hb was 185 and then it was 192 when i got all excited. lol. That was a hard u/s i was so scared for bad news. When i went in the u/s tech said um your bladder is really full. But we got to see him move! Then i almost peed on the table. lol. So she told me to go and go pee. So yeah. The cyst is still there and huge. So we go in next week to check on that and then we go again on the 28th for another u/s and my first real ob appt. That scares the bejezzus out of me. kwim. My first real one since i have lost my two angels. But yeah. Seeing this bean made me feel a bit better. I told my sister yesterday but i wont tell anyone else until June 3rd. Then I will tell extended family. hey maybe i can just show up to 4th of July with a big belly! lol. But yeah. My fil does not know at all so i guess i really need to tell him when i am ready. I dont know when that will be. There are only a selected few that know They are awesome support group right now too! Thanks!
If you can keep some prayers out still for chickpea to keep growing and keep on going i would be so appreciative. I am still so scared that there is not going to be a hb and such.
1 comment:
Hi Alicia, I have been following your stories on TTCAM, and always love reading more details on your blog. I understand the mixed emotions of this ultrasound, because with prior losses, it's totally normal and natural to feel scared or anxious and nervous. But I am so glad that so far you've only had GOOD news this time, and I hope it continues that way right up until November!
I also hope your family has a positive reaction, whenever you decide to tell them.
Nicole
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