A kenadie update and 1yr annvy of my second loss

Good early morning. I could not go back to sleep after a scream fest with kenadie. She did the screaming i did the rocking and she finally gave in. So she is still having her issues. Heart wise she is doing GREAT! Fluid levels are on the low side which is great. Heart has a "flying murmur". That equates to come and go not constant. So we are praying no patches are leaking. Her cardi says it is totally normal.
Now for the RSV they think she might have had it down in dallas and her symptoms were being chalked up to post op. Because she had that one wheezing spell and that was it.Enough to scare the dickens out of me that is for sure. She still is stuffy but she has a tube up her nose so that could be it. They will retest her today or tomorrow.
As for the GI well i was presented with vomitt this morning. Nothing says i love you at 3am like barf on me. I told her i pump the breastmilk and give it to her there is no returns on it! LOL. :) Her doc should be here around 7am or so. She is quite the early bird when she has clinic.
Sorry i did not post pic updates. I will try and get around to doing that today. She is not the happiest baby right now due to her reflux. So she keeps me quite busy. Any free hands that is NOT sick is more than welcome to come and hold, rock, and sway her! :)

So today is the 1yr mark of my second loss. 1yr ago today my children's godmother had to take me to the ER where i would have one of the worst experiences in my life. One i care not to relive. I just knew that i was not going to be having a baby in september and my heart ached so badly. I will never forget my angel maddy. I did not have her that long with me in my tummy but you fall in love once that pregnancy test shows two lines, a +, or the words pregnant.

Well i will shoot more updates as i get them.