Well CRAP!

So as you can tell i am very frustrated! I was going to come on and be upbeat and what not. But after i got off work, done with school, and went to my gma's house i picked up kenadie and her hands were clammy and she was sweating. I asked my gma how long has she felt sweaty and she says oh since about 5pm right after i tried to make her eat from a bottle. My heart dropped and i wanted to scream NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! SWEATS = BAD! So i called Kenadie's pedi who had me take her respiration rate, capillary refill rate, access her retraction of her breathing and check her bluing. All checked out okay beyond the resp rate which we figured would be off due to her having these symptoms. So now ms kenadie wants to have heart symptoms again. What crap! Some how i was just hopeful that we would go down and all would be fine.. Well in my imaginary world anyways. My pedi told me to watch her tonight and if i think it gets worse or anything she will direct admit to the hospital and have her flown down asap. So at our appt today she lost another .5oz and our pedi was very frustrated she could not understand what the heck is going on with her. She did not lose this much weight when she was in heart failure the first time. But she did decide to wait until monday for us to go to dallas. Then she told me to call and let her know what is going on down there. Before her appt i was like if they mention repair i am going to say WAIT! But now no way.. Fix it now!
Oh btw.. her insurance approved us till feb 15th. Then we have to go see someone local.. yeah right and the sky is green all the time. We are doing another appeal then too. Well i will update more tomorrow when i have dry eyes and i am not so frustrated where i want to throw something.