Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Updates and my first day back at work

Good morning everyone. So first the update on ms kenadie. Well since getting home my dear child wants to be a drama queen and try and get herself another hossy stint. She lost 3oz during the week last week and yesterday we went and weighed and she weighs the same. UGH. Her doc is giving her another week and then she says we might have to go back in to re-evaluate her feedings and what not. She is hanging around the 10lb mark. I say she just wants to be a girl and watch her figure. ;) As for her heart murmur well it is there still and it is soft so i guess soft is better that really loud. They will be doing all her tests on monday when we go down to dallas for her follow up. We will also find out if we have to stay or we can come back for her care.
I do need some prayers on this. My insurance is now refusing for kenadie to get treatment down in dallas. They say we have the services in oklahoma but the services here almost killed my child! I can't let this happen to her and i wont. So we need all the prayers we can get to please let them approve our appeal so she can get her treatment otherwise we will have to pay it all out of pocket and well my pockets are already empty as it is. Also i do not want that heart surgeon here to even wink at my daughter. Her heart surgeon knows her and knows her heart. I faxed my appeal letter to my doc and she is faxing hers and mine to the insurance company and we should know an answer either thursday or friday morning.
Also my two older girls have got colds and somehow i got it. Imagine that. I really need prayers that kenadie does not get it. Heart babies have issues fighting off the littlest things esp so close to their repairs.
Yesterday i took kenadie to the store with me to get some pants for work and some yahoo decided they were going to comment on my child. Please people if you dont have a positive thing to say about a baby dont say anything at all. Kwim. I mean isn't that common sense. Plus my child has to eat like every other child in this world. She just eats differently and i know that and i know it is a shock to some people but really do they need to comment on it or act like she has some disease that they are going to catch?! Sorry but i had to get that out.
So today is my first day back at work. I am really nervous but i know it will go just fine. I have called and checked on her and so far so good. I just hate that she was crying when i called. Kind of makes me nervous. kwim. She is in good hands and i need to remember that. Well as soon as i know more i will post. Or if i need to ramble i will post. :)

2 comments:

CrazyMom said...

{{HUGS}} you are in my thoughts and prayers!!

faithhopelovefaith said...

HUGS sweetie! Praying the insurance company lets you go back to Dallas. I can't even imagine what some people are thinking when they speak. UGH!