Monday Monday (bunches of rambling)

Hi all. Today is yet another lovely monday. Freaking out over a paper that is due at school. (I go to college for my bs in Business Management with emphasis on marketing!) But i did get the paper done. Half ass but hey who gives a darn. As long as i keep a C in that class. :) But anywho i do something to celebrate! AF IS GONE GONE! heck ya. Any woman can celebrate that! So now i am doing the waiting game! Waiting for that O to come. So now we are going to do the sme plan (sperm meets the egg plan) eod till + opk then every day for 3 days then break one day then bd one more day. we shall see if it happens.

Life is nuts at work. I had drug rep day today and well yah. Not all of them know i am not pg anymore so they still make gestures and stuff. It still hurts pretty bad. I just wish they would understand that i am not just going to "get over it". Angel was my baby i have the u/s to prove that was my baby! ERGH!

Also i have an assignment for PRIDE. I am going to make a page with my u/s pics on it and man oh man that is one of the hardest things to do. It is a gut check every time i have to look at that freaking picture. I want a date where i will be okay. You know. Like re-coop time. But ob says never going to happen. Oh and do you think i am wrong for counting my angel in my child count. I mean if i know a bunch of q's are going to stem from this i will say nothing but i usually say three and no q's.

Anywho. I have to go pick up aaron when i get off work. That i am kind of excited about. We get two moments of alone time! yah! ;)

Oh and i have to make a confession. I go to school on friday nights at a local university. There is this guy in my class. OMG! HOW HOT! I cant believe it. When he first talked to me i am like uh why are you talking me again? But yeah. We are both in committed relationships. Which makes it easier to talk to him. But omg. Too cute. Oh and btw i have told dh and he is not the least bit jealous. He says as long as you come home to me. eh good.

Anywho that is my weekend. So here is to baby dancing for the next two weeks!