Today is 2mths and 1 day. I meant to write yesterday but i was so busy. Yesterday i had to take genesis with me to the doctor to have a barium follow through. NOT FUN! but we got through it and she is my champ! I love her so much! All of my kids. But yeah. When she wrapped her arms around me and said mommy i love you so much. I was like aww. But yeah. When i got home my hb had locked his keys in the truck! So i knew a local mom who's hb does it for a living and we called him and he came and unlocked dh's truck! But anyways... I had a moment to reflect yesterday and it was saddening but okay. I knew it was the 2mth anniv of my baby being gone and what i was supposed to be experiencing right now. That hurts alot. Hb let me go to bed early last night which was good bc i am just an emotional wreck right now. I dont want to see my cousin by any means right now. She is edd on my edd. So yeah. What will hurt worse is when/if she invites me to the baby shower. kwim. I keep thinking that god has a plan. But anywho i will write more later. i am so freaking tired again today.
alisha
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