Okay so today i sit here and i can not wrap my mind around anything else but ttc and ovulating! I would love to go back to the old me where i can just think of what iam going to fix for dinner the next day or when i am going to aerobics! I hate this. I keep telling myself that i am not going to think about it! But how can you not. Seriously this is about the only thing that is keeping my sanity right now. If i dont think of this, then my mind tends to wonder about my angel and such. :( Just wish i still was pg and i would not have to be going through all of this damn mess! I want someone(GOD) to give me my baby back! Now i know what every woman in the world goes through when ttc after a loss. (I never wanted to know that feeling but i guess god wanted to bless me with it!) Every twinge, every move, you just sit and wonder! Enough already! Anywho i have a doctors appt on the 29th of November. I am hoping he will test to see if i am and get a BFP. But if i dont it is on to December! :)
alisha
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I have never been through it, but I know everything will soon be alright and you will have that bfp you're looking for. I know you probably feel obsessed, but stress won't help. Try to relax and get back to that place where you can make love with your dh and it's not all about ttc. Give yourself a break....
Oh honey, I know you are struggling right now. Everything seems so unfair and it's normal to want your baby back. TTC is so hard and it's normal to get frustrated because it's all you can think about. I hope that your aptpt ends with good news! Lots of hugs...
(((((((((alisha)))))))))
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