Hi there. Today is well one of those crummy days. I did not get much sleep as that is usual in my world now. Then aaron and i have been having some minor issues. I dont feel like he is putting 100% in this ttc thing. I am taking my temp every morning, peeing on sticks till i see blue in the face, watching cm, then feeling my bb's to see what all is going on. And all he can say is hun i am too tired to baby dance tonight. WTF???!!! I mean hello all you have to do is your freaking business. How freaking hard is that?????? It is probably harder than what i think but oh well. I give no sympathy to him. Then today i am just missing being pg with my angel. I want to so badly be able to feel those kicks and stuff. Just hard to accept sometimes. My goal is though to hopefully be pg bf may so i can focus on feeling some little kicks. Wishing this month but i am guessing November is going to a bust month. :( Oh well we will try next month! Oh forget to say i got a Clear Blue Fertility Monitor. The fancy one! I am so excited. Also if i am not pg this month i am going to my ob and telling him about the throbbing thing in my lower right side! Just to make sure it is nothing preventing us from getting pg.
Well that is enough complaining for one day. I just miss my baby.
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I hear ya. I often wish I was the male in all of this... have some fun and go to sleep instead of stressing and dealing with all the testing poking and proding and utter loss od dignity!
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